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[06 May 2005|05:28pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

i dont know why I still have this thing. I never use it. I just cant seem to bring myself to delete it. It has so many memories in it!!

P.S. thats sad...I had to change the song I was listening to up there because the title of the one I was really listening to, wouldnt fit!

Love is what I got.

Im not saying that Im not breaking some hearts tonight [20 Mar 2005|07:09pm]
[ mood | restless ]

This weekend was surprisingly fun. Went to a Duran Duran concert on Friday with Lauren. I had a lot more fun then I had expected. Saturday went to some lame party with Leah and Michelle and then ended up driving around with Nick and Tom for the rest of the night. Today I chilled with the family. We went to Ikea. I love that store.

I really cant wait to move. I wanna decorate and get into the new house. Then this summer I'm definetly having a party. A big one. I dont care what goes down. I wanna have one.

Didnt get my hair dyed this weekend. I was really pissed about that. Now I have to drive damn far to get it done. Stupid whores. Oh well.

I feel ready to take on the week. Bring it on!!

Love is what I got.

ski mask (check) sawed off (check)... [16 Mar 2005|08:49pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

I stayed home from school today. This is the first time I've actually decided to stay home instead of going to school. I even had a test! *gasp* Oh well. I needed it. But I dont know how my dad can stay home everyday and not do anything. I was going nuts today!

Today was my dad's birthday. We took him out to dinner and we had the best conversations ever. I never really realized how much shit he went through and all the things he gave up. I really love him! hehe

Well this was really a pointless entry. Im out.


Love is what I got.

Why am I so numb at this hour? [14 Mar 2005|09:49pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

So today sucked big time. The only good thing about it, was that I didnt have to swim. And I dont have to again tomorrow. Hooray for late starts!

That stupid speech is really needing to be written. Oh well, I'll do it tomorrow. I also need blank cds. Grr. Im not grounded from the car anymore. Wow, that lasted all last night, after I got home. haha

Kristi, you were amazing and still are amazing at flags. Dont let those assholes let you think any differently.

I cant wait to sleep in tomorrow. Late starts are a dream come true. Well, I think anything that gets me out of school for more than 10 minutes is a dream come true.

Well, some errands need to be run, and some homework needs to be started. I'll catch ya'll later!


Love is what I got.

[10 Mar 2005|10:23pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

I hate being this confused and I hate the feeling I get everytime I think about him. Crying myself to sleep is the only way I can get some rest, and the only way I can eat is if I force myself to do so.

"Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell? To the fact that we could have something that'll never happen."

^^^ Good song^^^ It really explains how I feel at the moment.

These dreams are really starting to creep me out. I keep having them about him and its not good. They keep getting worse and worse. Its to the point where I dont want to go to sleep because I dont want to dream.

Love is what I got.

[09 Mar 2005|07:24pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Its only wednesday. This week seems to be going by so slow.

We had to swim for ten minutes straight today, in gym. I was exhausted all day, but when I got home I took a 3 hour nap. I love naps. Then my mom woke me up for dinner.

This weekend is going to suck. Friday is the Catch 22 show and I can't go. I was so upset about that, but I'll get over it. haha Good luck to Poms and Vikettes at state!! You'll be amazing! hehe

Im out, I need another nap.


Love is what I got.

bend over to the front and touch ya toes! [06 Mar 2005|08:44pm]
Well turnabout was really fun. It was a lot better then I thought it was going to be. I just got the pictures back today, so hopefully I will be able to get these scanned and on here sometime in the near future.
Love is what I got.

Dance like no ones watching [05 Mar 2005|01:49pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Turnabout is tonight! I cant wait! Its gonna be so much fun.

Love is what I got.

Dedicated to Jaymes Huddleston [28 Feb 2005|08:27pm]
Today was really hard. I dont think I have ever sat an entire 50 minutes without saying more than 2 words. First period I had swimming. Obviously we didnt swim. The whole swim team was at the end of the pool hallway sitting, listening to Reeff talk about Jaymes. People everywhere were crying. I dont blame them. From what I heard, he was a great guy.

I just hope that his death will teach everyone a lesson. Look at your priorities, are they where they're supposed to be? Are you taking every advantage in life that you can? Are you jumping at opportunities that you wouldn't normally go for? Are you trying your hardest, even if what your trying at wont make much of a difference? Take a chance, tell someone you love them, live life to the fullest, spend each day as if it were your last. You never know when you're time has come.

Rest In Peace Jaymes Huddleston. You are missed and will forever be remembered.

Take Chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all your cash. Fall in love. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at stupid jokes. Cry. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell a jerk what you think. Laugh 'til your stomach hurts and your eyes water. Live life. and most of all...have no regrets!
2 Remember that| Love is what I got.

And I cant stop believing, that you wanted it that way [27 Feb 2005|05:11pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

Today really sucked. I found out I cant run my usual path without having to stop. I was getting sharp pains in my chest. I also feel dumber then usual...for one reason or another. My iPod definetly broke. Its not responding to anything. Didn't get enough sleep last night. Its ok though, I cant be mad at that baby. I feel bad for her. Poor thing.

I got to chill with Mike a little bit on Friday. That was nice because I really missed hanging out with him.

Turnabout is really close...Im having some thoughts about it...

Love is what I got.

[26 Feb 2005|05:11pm]
[ mood | content ]

Last night was fun. I saw Finding Neverland with Leah and Michelle, then I went over to Brenden's for a little while to see Mike. That was fun. I hadnt seen him in almost a year, so it was nice to catch up with eachother.

I dont know what Im doing today. Hopefully something...

Sean is sick. I hope he feels better!

This isn't going to go anywhere, so heres a picture...


Love is what I got.

bring em out [21 Feb 2005|01:32pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Well this weekend was an interesting one. Friday, I hung out with my girls, then saturday, Sean came over. Sunday I got into a huge fight with mis padres and ended up spending the night at Michelle's and drinking. haha

I hate fighting with my parents. I always get a horrible feeling. Oh well....this time it really wasnt my fault. My mom is just proving her insanity once again.

I hope everyone is having a good three-day weekend!


2 Remember that| Love is what I got.

[17 Feb 2005|08:39pm]
[ mood | sore ]

I've Kissed Someone...

01. on the cheek.
02. on the lips.
03. on their hands or fingers.
04. in my room.
05. in their room.
06. of the same sex.
07. of the opposite sex.
08. eskimo style.
09. younger than me.
10. older than me.
11. with jet black hair.
12. with curly hair.
13. with blonde hair & green eyes.
14. with flamming red hair.
15. with straight hair.
16. shorter than me.
17. taller than me.
18. with a lip ring.
19. who I had just met.
20. who was homosexual.
21. who I didn't really want to kiss.
22. on a holiday.
23. who was going out with someone close to me.
24. who was my good friend's brother or sister.
25. who kissed a good friend of mine before/after me.
26. in a graveyard.
27. at a show/concert.
28. at the beach.
29. in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
30. with dyed hair.
31. with a shaved head.
32. who was/is my good friend.
33. who was/is in a band.
34. who has tattoos.
35. who is of a completely different race than me.
36. in the rain.
37. with an accent.
38. with an std.
39. on a boat.
40. in a car/cab/bus.
41. on a plane.
42. at the circus/carnival.
43. with a missing body part.
44. in the movies.
45. under the stars.
46. while i was drunk.
47. while i was on a drug.
48. who i went all the way with.

Love is what I got.

This is how we do... [15 Feb 2005|10:03pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

This week has been pretty good so far. Sean said yes to going to Turnabout with me. Very cool. Then it was Valentine's Day, so Michelle and I were dateless losers and went to see Hitch together. Good movie, you should go see it. Then today was a late start, so I got to sleep in. I wore a skirt and got a lot of shit for it.

I got asked if I was dared to wear a skirt, if there was something wrong because I was wearing a skirt, and, oh I love this one, if I felt more like a woman because I was wearing a skirt. Am I that much of a boy?! God! You people suck so much! Even with all that shit today, I still had a good day! I got to wear pretty asian shoes that I got a lot of compliments on. I also didnt have to swim, got to dance around on the bleachers with Jill and um....I dont know...have fun! hehe I also got to see Kamaria and Erin today. They always make me smile!

Well this was a really pointless entry, but I still felt like it needed to be done. So screw you!


Yay for Leah being a loser with me

and yay for Kara letting me take a picture of her!!

Love is what I got.

Lovers and Friends [14 Feb 2005|09:44pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Love is what I got.

My tv isnt letting me watch the grammys!! [13 Feb 2005|07:06pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

so Im a huge dork and Im updating twice in a night. Eh, who cares?

I couldn't wait for tomorrow to come, so I'm doing it tonight. So here it goes...

Just for Mr.Sean HickeyCollapse )

Love is what I got.

yeah yeah [13 Feb 2005|05:59pm]
[ mood | content ]

This weekend was awesome. Friday, at about 4:30, Sean and Devin came over. Sean, Devin, Michelle and I all went out to Vini's for some food, and then picked Leah up from work at 6. Then we all headed to the basketball game to see Kristi perform. After that, we went to Wendy's for Leah and Michelle, then back to my house for some hot tubbing. Then everyone left a little bit after that. Saturday was a bum day for Michelle and I. Nick, Tom and Kyle followed Michelle and I around the neighborhood for a good hour, and threw a water bottle at my car. How sweet of them. Then today I went to another one of those People to People meetings. To put it nicely, Im going on a three week trip with about 23 morons...should be great fun!

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day! Not too excited about that considering I don't have a Valentine! Oh well, Michelle, hopefully Leah, and I will chill and watch funny movies all night!

Turnabout is coming up in March...Kristi asked Ted, Michelle Im guessing isn't going, Leah doesn't go to our school, and well...then theres me. I've got someone in mind, but we'll hear more of that tomorrow... ;)

Well I hope everyone had as fun of a weekend as I had!!


Love is what I got.

I could crush you with my voice... [08 Feb 2005|09:31pm]
[ mood | determined ]

Im trying to get back into poetry...but I dont think its working...here, let me know what you think.

Dancefloor Romance

You led me into your world,
and now it seems as if you left me there.
Im lost and I dont know how to get out.
All I want is to get back home,
and pick up where I left off.

Everything changed that night we met.
My ears were pounding
as every person sang along.
The room seemed to shrink,
as we grew closer to witnessing the main event.

Sweaty guys pressed up against you,
and skank pits that would blow your mind.
Crowd surefers being passed around like
a bowl at Bob Marley's birthday party,
and trumpets so loud, even your plastic cup would shatter.

You held me close and gave me that false sense of security.
I had no choice but to surrender myself to you.
It was like everyone had left the room but you and me,
and I fell in love.

I can't forget about you,
or the way you made me feel.
You have me wrapped around your finger,
and I dont know what to do.

Unleash me now
so I can pick up the pieces I left behind.

Eh, I got bored...

6 Remember that| Love is what I got.

Generic conversations blow... [07 Feb 2005|08:15pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

The Patriots won just like I knew they would! Thank you, thank you. I forgot to rub that in Jimmy's face today. Oh well, he fried mushrooms for me so he made up for being an ass on Sunday.

The cut on my hand is finally starting to heal. I hope I get a kick ass scar. That would be rad. Yes, I know Im a loser for saying rad. Get over it.

Tomorrow I get to go snorkling in gym class. Should be fun to see what disgusting things are at the bottom of that pool. I found some huge thing at the bottom today, so I dove down and got it, and it had velcro on one side and looked like it belonged on a wall somewhere. It was strange. So naturally I spent the rest of the period searching the bottom of the pool. Good times.

I feel good lately because Im starting to get in the habit of working out. Now all I need to do is just start eating right. Shouldnt be that hard...right?

Alrighty then. Everyone have a good night.

Love is what I got.

Lean Back [05 Feb 2005|05:35pm]
[ mood | calm ]

What an uneventful day!

I got a haircut which Im happy about, and I also found out my mom is crazy and I was insured the day I got my license. And my dad just said I can drive alone now. Woot!

I finally got around to telling my mom about Sean. She was fine with it. I guess thats because I didn't tell her I met him at the concert...oh well!

Took more pictures today before I left for lunch. Nothing special...

K, well theres nothing else to say.

Love is what I got.

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